musings

Thursday, October 26, 2006

MISSIN MISSIN N STILL MISSIN.....

Hmmmm.. So, after bein HYPER ACTIVE fr a period of 3 months in blog world, I went into hibernation fr a period of nearly 3 months. Am baq now.

Gone were the days when frnds used to take care of me. Now, am alone and gotto take care of myself which I never thought of durin my stay at IT(not even b4). Its all together a new world where no one cares for you and U will be and shud be responsible for all the things(either gud or bad) that happen to U. They say its professional world and it is the way it is. But, I really am startin to hate this part of world. Mite be its too early to hate it, but the strt atleast was not gud. Ppl say "U get accustomed to it gradually as we got". But no where I feel it. I jst can't take my I-card daily to the office without fail(but it shud be certainly taken..).

The worst part is tht I am alone frm my Insti here in Kochi(It seems tht in a recent survey it was given tht Kochi is the best place to stay.. Donno how they came to such a conclusion), a place where all the shops start shuttin down by 8 in the evening, no happenin all around. U find very a few internet cafes open till 10.
Its all in the end of the day I feel alone just thinkin of all my frnds in the college and callin 'em if possible. Rite frm the ATM card onwards, I just have lots N lots of things which make me remember those stupids and idiots with whom I spent 4 gr8 years. I felt like I will also get used to this(loneliness) someday or the other, but, its the other way round. I happened to strt missin them more n more as the time kept passin on....

May be there mite come one day when I happen to meet all of them and stay together..(jst a hope and the probability fr this is "I DONNO")

Miss U all yaaaaar.. Chowdary, Rajat, Ritu, Uncle, Kaps, Animesh, Sush, Chulli, Ramesh, Rama, Sriram, Rakesh2, Prasad, Praneeth, Dt.
** Guess I became too emotional.. Am tryin to get accustomed to this place and hope this will be the last post of this kind....

6 Comments:

Blogger Kaps said...

Hi Sivaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!


Hey u stupid nalayak dhabbe idiot dusht anachari durachari insaaan !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D

Oye plz dont be so senti yaar ... I know it really feels terrible if we start even thinking (leave comparing) of the days b4 ... atleast rt now .... the chill ness of this outerworld might settle in ourselves too .. but I believe it wud only be a limited interface ... we'd always be ourselves in front of ppl whom we've known ... n to ourself as well ... fr one, I am not gonna ever address u as Mr. Sudani ;D :P ....

And r u really missing the point tht we r not there to pull ur leg fr ur strange, unique n memorable encounters with gals :)) :)) .. dont worry :D ... we all are here only ..... only tht ...when we'll meet ... the decision would take a stronger grit .... but I know we'll !!!

Tc u stupid ! ...

(send any pics will u ?? )

Kaps

8:58 AM  
Blogger Sudani Siva Kumar said...

Haa yaar..
I am tryin to get away(rather get accustomed) wid this stuff..
Tryin to keep myself absorbed with somethin or the other..
Now, none of us have a camera.. so, its not possible to get photographs.. Nyways U know if there is any camera.. I am not gonna jst sit without without taking photographs.. :) :)

7:25 PM  
Blogger ritu bajpai said...

Hi Mr. Sudani,
The best part of ur post was 'I cannot carry my ID everyday'. Really made me laugh :) Ab mai koi consoling words nahi kahungi tumhare liye because I have reserved them for myself! Ya, one thing I can do is to give you a call back when you call me at 4 in the morning or any time which can be more wierd than that to call! So keep calling. Novels padhna to tumne shuru hi kar diya hai aur cochi jaisi achhi jagah mein ho to painting bhi try kar lo :) will keep u engrossed!

2:44 PM  
Blogger Sudani Siva Kumar said...

haan I will buy ur idea.. Lets see if this place turns me into some artist.. :) :) (bleak chances)..
N ya.. I wrote this post and two days after I went to the office without my I Card.. Nyways.. I got a "Visitor's card" for tht day.. :)

7:52 PM  
Blogger ritu bajpai said...

r u serious??????????????? good if u r but I highly doubt that!

9:19 AM  
Blogger Sudani Siva Kumar said...

he he....
I too doubt.. Thts why chances are less... :)

7:45 PM  

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